Painted ceiling

When I sit down to write, it's always because I'm hurting and that's how I get some sort of release of the emotions. I am sitting down tonight because I am upset, however I am choosing to write about something totally different. 

I am a female.... Shocker right.!!! I have spent a lot time in hospitals as the "visitors" and a lot of time as a parent of patient.... I whole heartedly LOVE going to Doernbechers Children's hospital. I mean I'm never headed that way for awesome news or appts, BUT it's so soothing. I mean every where you look is something happy. Animals, fish, smiles and rainbows. You go for a cat scan and there is cool pictures to look at. The night ceiling has glow in the dark pictures, there is even tv son the ceiling to watch, it's seriously awesome. It keeps your mind busy as of to why you are really there. It doesn't always make it better, but it takes the edge off.

So I recently had to go in for my pap-smear... The one thing we all can agree is the most uncomfortable, dreadful thing ever. I mean "put your feet in the stirrups and drop your knees" could it be any more awkward?? (Actually it can at some point I need to tell you about when I got my tubes tied) but all us females have to go through this. Well mine was abnormal. Of course to me this was not a surprise because I've already had the cells of cervical cancer and had them "froze". But of course that meant an ultra sound... So I went for that.

Now while at this was when had my "what the hell" thought. I'm laying there on my back legs spread open and a thing looking at my insides and a lady trying to make conversation about the weather, what do I see..... That's right a WHITE CEILING.!!! Why don't we get fishes, TV, pictures, ANYTHING...??? We just lay there trying to keep a conversation going. 

So my idea is someone please paint the ceiling of every room where someone lays down, because really no one got to the doctors because they are awesome.... 

That's my food of thought for the day..!!!