Daily, I ask myself what will YOU learn from today? What will YOU look back on and regret? What will make YOU happy in this moment and for the long road?
I do not always have an answer to these. I rarely am close to having an answer to any of these questions to be honest, but I ask anyway. I ask in hopes that one day I will.
My life right now is crazy and messy. Starting fresh is never easy and dealing with 100 foot deep skeletons makes it even harder. I have chosen to keep countless things buried inside for many reasons. Mostly because of fear and the lack of time for a mental break down....!! Though the timing isn't perfect right now, I realize the time will never be "right" for fear.
My life right now is crazy and messy. Starting fresh is never easy and dealing with 100 foot deep skeletons makes it even harder. I have chosen to keep countless things buried inside for many reasons. Mostly because of fear and the lack of time for a mental break down....!! Though the timing isn't perfect right now, I realize the time will never be "right" for fear.
Fear drags you down low, lower than anything. I have decided I am ready to start coming up from the buried skeletons. Ready to find me. The woman I was meant to be. The mom I know I can be. The daughter I once was. The friend my friends deserve. I am ready to let the past go, let the hurt and pain no longer rule my inner beauty.
This road IS NOT GOING to be easy. This road is going SUCK in more ways I can count. I will cry, laugh, have anger, pity, sorrow. I will smiles and I will be devastated all at the same time. But I am finally ready.
May this journey leads me to peace, happiness, and forgiveness...
This road IS NOT GOING to be easy. This road is going SUCK in more ways I can count. I will cry, laugh, have anger, pity, sorrow. I will smiles and I will be devastated all at the same time. But I am finally ready.
May this journey leads me to peace, happiness, and forgiveness...
